Dengan uang orang dapat membeli segala2

mengapa saya bilang dengan yang orang dapat membeli segala2, contohnya saja klub sekaya Real Madrid rela mengeluarkan uangnya untuk membeli seorang pemain yang emang tidak perlu untuk dibeli dan pemain itu tidak berasal dari klub yang membeli dia, padahal ketua FIFA mengeluarkan pernyataan kalau klub hanya boleh menggunakan pemain asing sebanyak 5, mereka bisa saja menggunakan para pemain binaan mereka, tapi mereka ingin meraih apa yang mereka dambakan dengan secara instan, dasar klub yang tidak puas merebut pemain yang sudah jadi dan sudah berlabel pemain bintang

And my question on life is why

it seemed forever
every second felt like an hour
time seemed to slow down
when it was really unnecessary;

i guess i got lost
trying to be someone else,
somewhere along the way
i left myself behind;

everything i touched was golden,
everthing i loved got broken,
every mistake i’ve ever made
has been replayed over and over again
as i got lost along the way;

some said i was a lost man
in my own fantasy world,
but then i would probably
be dead by now;

growing tired and weary,
waiting,
i stepped out for
some fresh air;

standing still in emotions
that i cannot show,
i feel there is nothing else
left for me to do here;

everytime i try to dream,
memories still haunt me,
over and over again
replaying in my head;

as darkness comes
and my world fades to black
i reach for life (love)
but grab thorns instead
yet i laugh and walk away
like I always do;
based on events from my life.

i am walking away from things that i believed to be mine and from people who i thought to be my friends. While i just laugh and walk away, like i always do, at times i try to find a reason but waste countless hours/days.
i came back to life for a reason, but going back without one.